A few months ago I posted this quote.
Quit telling God how big your mountain is and start telling your mountain how big your God is.
I think God is trying to remind me of that right now. We are going through a very difficult situation with our oldest right now. I feel like things go along very smooth for a while and then WHAM! it hits. Although my head tells me that I'm a good mother and I do the best that I can for my son, I'm feeling like the worst mother in the world right now. Parenting is hard and I want off. I feel so drained.
The worst thing is that as we try and cope with what's just been dumped into our laps there are two other boys who deserve the same amount of attention from us, but at this time we can't give it to them. I have to try and pull myself together so that I can be a good mother to all three and try not to let the problems of one overshadow the lives of the other two.
Life is hard sometimes!